Jody Jody

Even with a free medical checkup tmr early morning, i need to write this down 10min to 4am... Just as i was feeling down and lonely, and tried to think of someone i could really talk to, he sms me...... even thought i need to wait.... is was worth anything.......... i found a person who i can talk about me, and i will listen....

This afternoon, there was a "joke" i told my bf, you know that aparrently, most of my ex who i was with, they found the right one the next time round.... i guess after me, those girls are angel..... ahha...then he ask me to sacrifice a bit.. haha.. when i told joe, the joke i told my bf, He stoned a think for a second...

I realise that i am myself when i am in my own car, my own space, where my true feelings are... where i cry, smile or angry....... when i ask joe the strength of jody jody, he told me to read book of relationship building....... then i was thinking why and i zone out...... then i ask him stupid question til he got to tell me right in my face.......

if i would be paid nothing and will work... i would love to travel the world and write about the place and experience..... like producing a lonely planet.........


i told him my strength for jody is to talk, and i can make rubbish beautiful... he suggest i can try accounts executive...... talk cock, relax... hahah... cool job......joe say that i must go the money and you master key programme next april..... while joking about marriage and being trainer.. i told him, probably next time i would run "single and happy" seminar for woman.. he say is possible and there is a market for it......

i really learn alot, and most important to know more about jody jody and jody with the mask.... jody and with the mask is an unhappy person with alot of sadness using happiness to cover it...... for this, i got to do a standing ovaltion.... not many people can see this..... probably 3 or 4 people.... maybe i should not suppress my feeling no more....