16 months since i left the force, it was full of ups and downs..... like many people who want to leave their job....... i grab hold of the sales/property job, i will not say that i regret it........ I know, i couldn't pick up anything to learn from the force........ i had to leave, and the market was not good..... and i did not have any private working experience.......

Meeting up with my changi people recently, has really brighten my life..... If i never leave changi, i probably won't leave the force.... Yes, changi had changed alot.... the red roller shuttle was no longer there, the current one look like the one in paya lebar... they have a barrier at changi...... look weird... they partition the paramedic tv area.......

year 2005 was the best, as i first step into the station as a operational paramedic... many things like people and cases came thru my mind........... but the best thing happen was friendship...... not only with the paramedic side but as well as the fire side.... We took good care of each other, and working was fun.. i didn't drag myself to work, cause the people are great......

Maybe, i am the social butterfly of 22........... or maybe i just love to have people around..... i can do sales, but i dun think i would like to be in sales industry...... but i really learn alot from there.... but i just can't survive on the pay.....cause i am not a money orientated person.....

i love to travel and experience life... different culture, different food and the way of life....... as i embark another journey of searching of career... i hope to have something i like to do, not i need to do..............

tmr interview at newton at 11am, sunday at hilton ( something that i really want to do ), next thursday at dover at 3pm....... 16 months of on off slacking is enough... time to go back to the battle..... to let people see who am i ..... i am a fighter, with great fighting spirit........

Trust in the Lord, and be patient..... He knew what is best for me.. Amen...